Pent up Emotions

The thing about mistakes is we don’t realize we are committing one while we are committing one. In a life that was to be only focused on having an exceptional career, the steps taken to hedge the risks ended up being the biggest mistakes, at least till now.

At a time, when the questions should have been figuring out the next move in life and vying for better opportunities, the questions that were being asked in mind were questions about purpose of life and existence, avoiding any guidance.

When the time was about learning from your mistakes, I was too afraid to accept mine. When the time was to tread your own path, I was too busy trying to look for others’ footmarks to follow them, trying to have a life which could have given me the approval of a set of few people, who after some years, now don’t even know about my existence.

Enough time has passed for me to realize the gravity of my own naivety/mistakes. It is high time that I start trying to rectify the situation; which I will; to change whatever is possible. Maybe you will hear from me for some help or advice in some matters, if you deem it fit to help me out. If not, it’s also fine, maybe I haven’t done enough to ask you for your help. 

I understand majority of us won’t give a damn ((except family members, they always do) to such a random post from a random person writing in the middle of night and that’s perfectly fine, in fact, logical, I will say. But I needed to get it out, hoping that a few people who care, will know and understand the varied past.

I already feel lighter 😊

As it is said: “Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind.”